My Life !

Yeah! This year I am 18 years old. I really want to get independent and not always rely on parent anymore but then the point is , is very difficult for me to be because they just keep controlling me, i know they care and concern of me but this is too much. They always like me when is time to go back home around 11 pm and i have told them before i will be late home but yet they still like that. I hate ppl who always scold me when i say it before already and they know it. I don't want to always rely on them because i have grown up and i know what is right and what is wrong. It's time for me to get of comfort zone and i am no longer a small kids anymore. I know they just worry that i being a bad kids outside but i am not because i know being a bad kids is a wrong things to me because it may affect my family too. I love to go out with friend that love me,care for me and being mature because this will affect by me when i go out with them. Sometime i feel so insecure with some friend that they always take granted of me, as i hate it , so you think u do that i will feel sad , no okay i will get angry and u know how angry i am. Don't think that i am always like ppl to bully me.Everything u can ask me to do but one thing that i want to have is call 自由 freedom. I know this cant expect much but i am so sry my life is like that because this is what i want. I hate being like kid and i also hate ppl who treat me like a kid, i know  it sound straight forward but i just want to tell you the truth things about me. I hope u can bear with it . My life is to enjoy myself and have fun with ppl around me. I love to see things around the world and make some friends. Sometimes it,s very difficult for me to go out because when its come to at night i will get stress and don't know what to do because ppl will call and scold scold scold when i say it before and they refuse not to listen and scold like as if i never tell them like that. Yes i know its late but u cant expect me to fly home in 10 min because this is impossible. I hate ppl who stop me by going out. You cant stop me by going out becauae that is my life,my chioce. If i get angry i will listen to music and u cant disturb me if not u will know what i going to do with u. I love to have a family gathering where everyone can spend time tgt and eat tgt, i love this type of family. I don't want to say so much but i hope my life will be better in 2014 and i have pages of 365.

That is my life!!!!!!!