The loneliness girl ever!!!

Hi, back to my blog again! I am already 18 and i cant rely too much from my parent or else i cant grow. I use to be Buddhist when i was young till now. When i was 13, one of my friend invite me to go church and ask me to know more about him name called JESUS! After all, i went to church and get to know him well and i also went to my jiujiu soka which is also other religion. I have been going 3 religion of my 18 years of my life. After i went for 3 religion and experience and guess what, I can feel that Jesus is there for me and he help me a lot of things in my life and i have change my life too. Last time i always argue with my parent but now i not because i know Jesus  love me and he also love my parent a lot and he want me to be good to my parent because in 18 years of my life is my parent who take care of me, born me out, feed me and many things that my parent have done a lot of things to me. I heard Jesus ans my prayer and he told me not to disobey my parent because my parent l...

Yeah! This year I am 18 years old. I really want to get independent and not always rely on parent anymore but then the point is , is very difficult for me to be because they just keep controlling me, i know they care and concern of me but this is too much. They always like me when is time to go back home around 11 pm and i have told them before i will be late home but yet they still like that. I hate ppl who always scold me when i say it before already and they know it. I don't want to always rely on them because i have grown up and i know what is right and what is wrong. It's time for me to get of comfort zone and i am no longer a small kids anymore. I know they just worry that i being a bad kids outside but i am not because i know being a bad kids is a wrong things to me because it may affect my family too. I love to go out with friend that love me,care for me and being mature because this will affect by me when i go out with them. Sometime i feel so insecure with some friend...